Just take my hand and let's go.

As long as I have your strong hands everything will be okay
As long as I have your arms to hold me during hard times everything will be okay
And when I look into your eyes I see so many possibilities for us

Last night...

Your arms around me, laying in bed. It's time I wouldn't have had otherwise, even if you were asleep. I'm sure you think it wasn't worth it, but I haven't slept that well in a while.
I love you.

Sonic the Hedgehog 4!

http://kotaku.com/5463913/project-needlemouse-is-sonic-4-episode-i

I know everyone that reads my blog has probably seen this already but it makes me so epically happy I want to run around screaming.
So in honor of this momentous occasion, I am going to try to play and beat, and I mean with all Chaos Emeralds, the original two-dee Sonic games on Genesis before it comes out. It will be soo difficult for a while; I've never beaten the first two without cheating.
This summer is going to have some very fun moments.

Since I'm too lazy..

and wanted some good old change, I deleted everything that was on this blog before this semester started. It can't be undone.
All those blogs, even the happy ones, were really sad. So here's to a new beginning, something I promised to work on for myself.

Hey Kate!

Every morning, I wake and when I don't feel or see you next to me, I play Hey Kate and have a cigarette. It isn't much, but the smell and the sounds are you and I can feel your arms wrap around me like the smoke, so soft and gentle, so close.
This is one of the hardest winters I have ever faced, but your smile and laughter when we are together makes every little bit away from you so worth it. Some might say that I'm holding onto nothing, but I think I'm holding onto everything.

Embarrassed...

Taking English so late like this... Everyone usually takes it their first year here... Just makes me feel stupid.

But my favorite boys will be here tomorrow to hold and cuddle and have so much fun with <3

School Tomorrow..

Today words do not want to come out of my mouth. They have been too angry throughout the day. So I want to apologize. I didn't mean to make anyone upset or anything, I just am having a hard time with my feelings. This is the first time that I am going back to Chester and didn't really want to, only because it feels I can do better here, with my Dan sandwich.

Do they have lightning dragons in New Hampshire? Will I be able to taste shooting stars in the night air without out you? I hope for neither, or I hope for a way to fold you up in my pocket and take you there with me into the mountains. Maybe we can strip down and jump into a cool stream with no one looking, and stare at the moon in the reflection of the water. We can make song lyrics for ourselves, instead of clinging to a melody just not quite right.
I'll miss you, but tonight is ours to do anything in the world.